Ego EP

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1.
(Chorus) Yes, It surely takes a life to be alive/ I'll be Born again, but first I need to die/ Yes, it surely takes a life to be alive I'm Lighting up while I'm walkin' into the light Caught in a thoughtless glitch, Brought to this Godless pit/ God I just call the quits, got rid of all the grips/ Fuck it I hardly miss, partners I partied with/ Parts that I parted with, my heart got absolished since/ A kid with an artists wish, drew on the walls n'shit with a/ mom that saw all of it, chalk on my palms and wrists/ She asked "what art is this", make sure you're guarding it/ Garden your growth and make sure that you water it/ (Chorus) (Stick) I used to ask mom where I came from Now mom asking me where I'm going (I got my big boy shoes on) (V2) I just came home to see, what home has grown to be/ I was a lonely Tree, turn over Bodhi leaves/ I'm always sowing seeds, of wisdom, I go to reap/ All I can so it seems, this is my only need/ My youth has passed me by, I moved on as a child/ My age got amplified, I asked my mama why/ She said there's no answer's right, there's no way to answer life/ Just deus n' sanctions like , anchors on my ankles tight/ Hope to be sanctified, I got my chance to find/ I couldn't stand the lies, my way to bend the line/ Spin to the end of time, it's in the fabric right/ It depends on why, that, I have no sense of I/ (Chorus)
2.
(Bridge) I just wanna stick round with you I just wanna stick round with you its bound I could never sit down with you I could never sit down with you without Knowing Lucio (Verse 1) I tried to devote myself to be something abstract/ Obstructing growth and I will have to take the backlash/ When I would go back home it would hit me smack-dab Until I grow a backbone life is edged by backstabs/ (Bridge) (Chorus) Knowing Lucio 4x (Verse 2) I recognize my qualities and quantities of fuck-ups I recognize my quarells, beefs, I used to be so stuck up I recognized in quarentine where I was sitting tucked up I recognized that everybody else there's been enough of/ (Bridge) (Chorus)
3.
(Chorus) My life is on the line honey/ You're so devine, honey If you were mine, I wouldn't mind to waste my life, honey/ All in due time you will find/ That your light is what's keeping me alive (V1) Honey, I can't form myself by being alone I can lift you up to the top of the dome I am mirrored in the light of what you do You can hear my heart beat just for you I found myself in you and for what it's worth/ I'll hang on to your butt, or I'll fall off the earth (Chorus)
4.
We're "Fine" 05:01
(Chorus) I'm not doing as good as I used to And I'm uselessly used to the usual Not bothering at all about what you do I live on an iCloud and you live in a YouTube (V1) I'm playing blues tunes in my speakers through bluetooth/ Wouldn't say I'm nothing and there's no "I" in "Denial"/ Deny details that's derailing, what am sayin' is; "we're fine" (Chorus1) I'm not doing as bad as I used to And I'm uselessly used to the usual Our time on this planet is crucial I live on an iCloud and I'll invite you too (V2) I might get some sight tonight if I Imagine it/ Once I had a sense of purpose, but couldnt contamine it/ Imma mannequin of Vanity, I know what panic is/ Imma resemblance of myself that could vanish quick/ I was once imaginative magic, there was candles lit/ Camping and cannabis, I just can't feel like a can of shit, I'll/ manhandle my manners and matters, cuz I ain't standin' this/ Lazy advances will vanish if my mind is tampered with/ I made an example of my chances my advantage is/ my own fantasies and I imagine like an analyst/ I have never managed to abandon all my challenges/ rather cannons n' banners before I wave a handkerchief/ Leo said I'd be sentenced to 20 years of boredom/ we're imprisoned in hordes whether it's pre-or post-mortem/ Told my fellow inmates,we have to grab life by the scrotum/ better hold our passions, top of the totem pole as I told em'/ I loath sloth like I hate to not be important/ or have a life compressed and gone to waste like corsette/ I can see what's distorted, Lessons in life got my endorsement/ over the course of this course we'll learn, no one can afford it/ We sort of never sorted out what's important/ (Chorus) I'm not doing as good as I used to Uselessly used to the usual Not bothering at all about what you do I live on an iCloud and you live in a YouTube I'm not doing as bad as I used to uselessly used to the usual Our time on this planet is crucial I live on an iCloud and I'll invite you too Outro I could just fly In 55' I know it seems, like I'm Following streams I'm Chucky B I'm Tennesse I'm Jimmy Dean, I'm Following streams
5.
Naked 03:49
(V1) I've paid dues, in stained shoes, I'm foot-loose, the brain bruised/ From bouncing of these walls in my head, and these insane truths/ Can't snooze, these angels of death, will explain soon/ That life moves like tic-tac and who is to blame, but you?/ V2) It was all a game, season after season crosses/ Working on some next level shit and I'm beating bosses/ Yet my scoreboard diminish goals and deleting losses/ A longing to get out, my paracites are eating of it/ I Never searched for salvation more than to sleep in coffins/ Mr preacher please get that Jesus piece up of him/ All I wanned was a good bitch and some decent off-spring/ Increase the value of peace no matter what peace is costing/ (Chorus) Places to go, no where to stay Places to go, no where to stay (V3) It was all in vain, I keep on turning and tossing/ I feel like the illusion of purpose is keeping me hostage/ Existance is circumstancial, I think I'm stepping off it/ I am officially stepping out of office/ Something was lost in, translation, so don't call again/ Calling woman, calling men to do their part, bipartisan/ Fuck it all, my friend I'm departing from our father and, Everybody else that has forgotten what we are again/ (Chorus) (V4) The reason was none, guess it's decent to some/ To search for some meaning the season has come/ For meaningless thoughts just increasing the sum/ For freedom in nothing and my thesis is done/ It's proven to do good, and proofs got me stunned A "coin-ki-donk" I understood it for fun/ A Philosophy major, the saviour of none,
6.
Complex/ God 06:31
(Intro) Lucifer Dawn of the morning I am so important; the lost son of God, gotten orphaned I am so important; I broke my way out of boredom (V1) My own awareness and complex is luring me/ Straight into a manic state where I'm just furiously/ trying to cure and secure myself from insecurities/ and be a piece of shit in pursuit of truth and purity/ I feel too much, maybe in the middle, feel too Little/ I feel too little, small minded illwillin, still considered/ A bitter kid with a triggering will to deliver/ a piece of my withering confidence at the couple's dinner/ I filled my thoughts with "I don't like my figure", figured/ I needed an epiphany to see that my heart should be bigger/ An idealist but my Robin still got arrows in the quiver/ I wanna be brave but seems that I can only shake and shiver/ I froze myself out of the centre I am shook/ I have realized I'm not half as cool as I look/ the hair and the tats was half of what it took/ Cuz in my face you can read "War and peace" like a book/ (Chorus) My hall of mirror have a hundred eyes But only two are looking back. I wonder why Hey you Hey beautiful (V2) I have congested my Demons and came over monsters/ pondering I should make an effort and with some stretch/ I used to use "do a suplex" as a subject just to contest/ the complex complexity of complex compressed into a concepts/ consentually fucked 20 girls in a year like a contest/ A piece of SNM meanwhile my whole soul was in bondage/ the content of the story was mongering for something honest/ hence conscious that myself was my final conquest/ I went completely bonkers from seeing my own price/ Thanks to the answers and insight through all the known lies/ I got to know myself but still ignoring wrong signs/ Because as of now it seems that where ever I go, I/ contemplate how to turn common good to common great/ but it doesnt matter how much I'm trying to compensate/ for being conceited but it seems that I've come to a state/ where my complex turned to smugness after a self-hate/ (Stick) Lucifer Dawn of the morning I am so important; the lost son of God, gotten orphaned I am so important; I broke my way out of boredom (V3) I looked in the mirror my smile is the meanest, believers/ See mixture between myself Jesus, and Narcicus/ I lie down in my own lap and wish, it was Khadija's/ seducing n' kissing myself for no reason/ the more confident I grow the more I grow radical/ what's God got to do with it he can go dammit all/ God of men in my art hence we can know man in God/ With my God complex I became megalomaniacal/

about

"Ego" is the second EP of the series where we move away from the social identities that we discussed in "Unself" in order to further our internal identities and the struggles of just being yourself.

Official Video "Knowing Lucio": youtu.be/rdev5MgGE5s

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released August 11, 2017

Written by: HKL
Recorded, Produced, Arranged & Mixed by: FKD
Add. Vocals by: Jennifer Starfighter
Mastered by: Gaëtan G
Cover Artwork by: Jennifer Starfighter


Special thanks to:
David Lagerqvist
Adam Mirza
Henrik Stämberg
Strandberg
Asia Grahn
Justina Amanda Hägglund
Sofie Sanchez
Trial By Error Variety Show
Ahrensburg Art
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